Daily Card Pull – 4 of Cups – ‘Tea Apathy’

It's been a day. A very, very chaotic day - neither good nor bad, just.. busy. Today's card of the day was the 4 of Cups, a card warning against apathy, disconnectedness, and contemplating too much on things - an accurate warning for me today.   'Tea Apathy' Busted knuckles match the pink and red… Continue reading Daily Card Pull – 4 of Cups – ‘Tea Apathy’

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Shadow of May – Day Twenty-Nine – ‘A Short Story, by Me’

Today's Shadow of May - and it's not late! Surprise! The question asked was: How can I learn from my mistakes? 'A Short Story, by Me' It’s beautiful outside, I’m sure, But even knowing this I want to deny My existence towards the world in a childish, Petty anger. I’m angry – yes, of course,… Continue reading Shadow of May – Day Twenty-Nine – ‘A Short Story, by Me’

Shadow of May – Day Twenty – ‘All My Worthless Anger’

Look at this! Not late! Crazy right? I don't know how it happened but I got it out on time - impressive since I worked all day today and didn't get home until 10pm! Today's Shadow of May question asked: What provokes me to anger? Why?. A very loaded question - I try not to… Continue reading Shadow of May – Day Twenty – ‘All My Worthless Anger’

Shadow of May – Day Sixteen – ‘Heartless’

I did this Shadow of May on time - I just couldn't get anything I wrote to flow right. I still think it's too awkward and not quite clear - which is driving me crazy. The question was: How does others’ pain affect me? My answer was a complicated one. I want to help -… Continue reading Shadow of May – Day Sixteen – ‘Heartless’

Shadow of May – Day Thirteen – ‘Tell Me’

Today's Shadow of May question was: Where do I gain my confidence? I pulled a surprising answer considering my answers about loneliness - but it isn't wrong. I'm just weird.   'Tell Me' Tell me, share me, And let me share in turn. I will become confident In anyone's care, if they care Just enough… Continue reading Shadow of May – Day Thirteen – ‘Tell Me’

Shadow of May – Day Six – ‘Terribly Lucky”

Sorry this is so late! The last two days I've been working 15 hour shifts, which means when I got home I barely had the energy to draw any cards, let alone write. Today there should be three pieces from me, though I may only get two done if I'm being honest with myself.. On… Continue reading Shadow of May – Day Six – ‘Terribly Lucky”

Shadow of May – Day Four – ‘Self-Love’

Yesterday's Shadow of May question was 'What does Self Love mean to me?' And it's late because I was practicing self-love - that is to say I got off work and then spent the entire night talking and playing video games with my sister. I went to bed at 6am. It was great. This poem… Continue reading Shadow of May – Day Four – ‘Self-Love’

Shadow of May – Day Three – ‘They Told Me’

The school semester is almost over and work has been a little crazy, but I still managed to get today's piece done! Today's Shadow of May questions were: How do I treat others? How do I treat myself?   'They Told Me' Home is where the heart is They will tell you But what if… Continue reading Shadow of May – Day Three – ‘They Told Me’

Shadow of May – Day Two – ‘Falsely Beat’

So today's Shadow of May question was "How do you express Love?" And here is how: "Falsely Beat" Do you hear that false heart beat? It’s mine, it’s all mine, and it hurts To hurt them all so much. I lie. I lied. I wanted them to love so much more than me I wanted… Continue reading Shadow of May – Day Two – ‘Falsely Beat’

Shadow Of May – Day One – ‘Endless My Love’

So I should probably put a disclaimer on how lame the next few poems are gonna be, because this month I'm doing the tarot challenge Shadow of May -  a tarot based shadow work challenge. Shadow working is generally an exploring of feelings and habits you'd rather avoid/are a bit personally loaded. I'm not including… Continue reading Shadow Of May – Day One – ‘Endless My Love’